mollyrosemond @ MindSay

"Who are you? You are the the truth out screaming these lies. You are the truth, saving my life."

It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back

I see you everyday. You look the other way, act like I don't exist, like I never existed. You treat me like I was never yours.
I hate to say it, I hate to feel it. But it kills me. everyday I have to act like I'm unaffected, I'm strong. I'm not. I feel so used. I gave everything to you.
Life is so much better in so many ways. I miss my best friend though. I miss who you were. You're so different now. You're angry, and cold hearted. You look past me like I'm nothing. You flirt with girls right in front of me.
Do you even think about me? Do you ever think about what we had?
My virginity. yours. you'll always be with me even when I don't want you to be. I wish I could say something to you, I wish I could make it better. That won't happen, it never will. I know you , or I did know you well enough to know when you walkout on something, you don't look back.
I really don't know what I did. I loved you to the fullest. I took care of you. I was faithful.
You've hurt me more than anyone ever has. You took the biggest part of me. I don't know why I still think about you. I don't know why I miss you. I don't know why I want you to smile at me. I do. I still ache for you sometimes. and if you read this, you would think I was pathetic. that's why I shouldn't feel this way, because I know you probably look at me and think I'm pathetic even though I did nothing wrong.
We broke up because of you. You were possessive. You yelled in my face.
Do you know what I hate the most? having to hold my head up strong, when inside I feel like I'm falling apart.
and fuck, you don't even give a shit, you wouldn't give a shit if I died.
that's why I have to move on, get you out.

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