"Who are you? You are the the truth out screaming these lies. You are the truth, saving my life."

It's weird, that thing they call life.

I've noticed everyone is always planning.  Every year, every month, every week, every day, every hour, every minute, every second.  People constantly say things like, "hey, do you think in two years we'll be married by then?" or, "we'll be together forever" or, "we'll be best friends for life". 

I've noticed how everyone thinks how nothing and no one can mess up the future. Yet, we don't even know what's going to happen in a minute.  Our whole life can change that easy.  We live a life where people plan the future out ahead of time. How do we know what tomorrow brings?  I'm sick of people living in the past.. wondering what could've been if they had done things differently. I'm sick of people living in the future.. planning their lives out. 

I just want to live in the today.  Because I don't know where I'll be tomorrow, or the next day. All I know is today.  I don't know if I'm going to love you forever, or if we'll always be friends. I may die tomorrow, I may die tonight, and I don't want to promise you things I can't promise you.

I've noticed that a lot of people are really scared about death.  They don't want to die because they are afraid for what awaits for them on the other side.  They don't want to leave this world. 

It's weird, but I've learned.. I'm not afraid of death at all.  I'm embracing it.  Not saying I want to die, or can't wait to.. but I'm excited to see what waits for me when I die.  I'm scared of spiders. I'm scared of the dark. I'm scared of bugs. But I'm not scared of death.

 

So. Remember. You might not love that person for the rest of your life. and you may not be around tomorrow. Focus on TODAY.

 

<3. Peace.