"Who are you? You are the the truth out screaming these lies. You are the truth, saving my life."

where have I been?

I'm not sure.
it's not even like you asked in the first place.
but..

I have been around,
just... not.
I've just been going through the motions.


there's things happening to me.  I've been going through this period of depression and inferiority.  My dad's not good.  he's fucking not good. and there's nothing I can fucking do about it.  I go to a school, where, I am socially accepted, but there's no connection.  my best friends go to a different school, where the education is shitty. I can't get along with my oldest sister over anything.  I'm starting to feel like, here, the only place I feel like I make sense, there's fucking cliques with everyone.  I just can't escape that.

I'm tired.

I think I'm just ready to lay my head down, and sleep.